Friday, October 25, 2013

Finished Allegiant *NO SPOILERS*

What are the words I'm looking for? 

                       Sad
                       Empty 
                       Lost 
                       Pain 
          
      There are no words to discribe how I feel. Everything around me is frozen and everything is a blur. 
     Last night at 2:00am I finished Allegiant... My hear stopped.The very last 20 pages my heart was beating so loud and my body was numb. I couldn't stop crying. I tried to stop,but I just counldn't. I've never felt so much pain since MockingJay by Suzanne Collins,I'm not even sure which pain was worse. I cried and cried and did a little more crying,after I realized this crying is not going to end,I decided it was time to break out Netflix. I stole my Bro's headphones and my Little sister's ipad and made myself comfy. I watched hours and hours of My Little Pony,I had it on replay all night. I'm sorry but My Little Pony is the best way to cheer up. I had a total of 3 hours of sleep,if that. 
      I'm really gonna miss you Divergent,I'm gonna miss you all. Tris,Tobias (Four),And just everyone! I'm gonna miss the excitement of the books and the romance between Tris and Tobias. I'm gonna miss the mind games and the confusion in the books. I'm gonna miss it all. Fairwell Divergent. You'll always be remembered.


                     
                      
     

4 comments:

  1. IT'S NOT OVER EVEN IF IT IS OVER O.O

    ...thank you for waking me up... o-o

    I wuv you.

    xoxo,
    Kakez

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    1. I wuv you too. And thank you for comforting me that night,you and Pinkie Pie helped me a lot

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  2. Oh my gosh, Lila, this post almost made me cry! ;(

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    1. Awww thank you Sarah and I don't want to make you cry,I'm sorry. I'll be here for you when you Finish Allegiant. Enjoy it!

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